I am the Painter’s Daughter
by Kit De Waal
Second Prize in the Bare Fiction Prize for Flash Fiction 2014
At the harbour, where island boys gather to trade cigarettes and obscenities, where trawler-men unload, the ferry docks and I come home.
I climb the lane past stubborn cottages shouldered against the sea, to her house, my house now. The door moans and the fire, long dead, is slow to answer. That first night, I sleep downstairs among her cups and cushions, my feet in her thin-soled slippers, my arms in her cardigan sleeves, too wide and too long like her love.
In morning fog, I trace a wet slate path to her garden room and unhook the latch. She has her easel set to south, with hot colours on her palette. She has a chair, a flask, a kerosene lamp and by a misted window, she has propped my photograph; a girl with dyed green hair and the sneer of dreams unlived who never wrote. But here she paints my mouth soft and open. She paints me brown on beaches she’s never seen. A fly caught on a gash of red has turned in the paint and drowned. One wing escapes.
I dip her brush and write. ‘Local Artist – Sale Today 5.30’ and wait for the neighbours to come with silent accusations and tight smiles. I take ninety-five pounds. I keep her cardigan and pull the moaning door. At the harbour, I am helped into the belly of the boat with my fly picture and watch her island grow small.
Kit De Waal
I am the Painter’s Daughter won second prize in the Bare Fiction Prize for Flash Fiction 2014 and first appeared in Issue 5 of Bare Fiction Magazine in March 2015.